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Well I went and enrolled in school today! Im very excited I feel like its something that God wanted me to do! I was planning on doing it before the pregnancy but once I got pregnant I realized the truth was that I wasnt going to! so I went and the good news is that I have no payment due till I graduate! sept 2006... so far away yet so close! oh im cheesie! one day I can actually get paid to do what I love.. I cant wait till I delve into linux cgi and perl! woo hoo... I feel like as a christian I am able to see why God does what he does and I am begening to see the good that has come from the miscarriage.. the support base here we didnt know we had.. the Infertility group I joined! wow! what a blessing! and now school! I bet that now that Im seeing things clearer..(. wow look at my spelling..) and doing what God wants me to do he will heal my womb and allow me to get pregnant! on that note... I am not bleeding anymore.. a very short bleeding cycle being that it was a miscarriage and all but Im hopoing that its a good sign! Hmm I just got deja vu.. did I say this already..? I had a pretty normal temp this morning and on day 5 my clearplan wanted a stick.. I know thats way to early so Im going to wait untill I at least have some good mucus there! know what I mean! those sticks are so damn expensive! okay that amish show is on now and Im for some odd reason totally getting into it! got to go watch!