Okay well the 18th I finally got my damn period, so now im on femara 7.5 mg days 4-8 so its day 2 now.. and ive come to hate the waiting game.. we have to wait to get our damn periods, we have to wait to see if the medication were taking is even working.. we have to wait for blood work.. we have to have the dreaded two week wait, we have to wait 3 minutes after peeing on a stick.. all this in one silly month... jesh ... but we do it anyways.. I just hope all this waiting will be worth it in the end... ive done the research on it and it looks good.. the results are better then clomid and we know i did squat shit on that so im hoping it works.. the cool thing is that if I do concieve i will be due on the 25th Michaels birthday...the twins is the 24th so that would rock! anyways... on to work.. I do love it though... dont get me wrong it has its bad parts.. im just hoping that I do okay.. ive been shooting all week with my manager and i just get so nervous when shes in there.. and now that next week ill be shooting on my own im scared that i wont do it..ahh... the whole frame and shoot at the same time.. ahhh i hope it just clicks... im still getting used to the damn trigger.. up down.. left right...in out...delete... undelete.. arrow left arrow right...pick one brie.. all this behind my back... ahh.. oh and i was supposed to be at work at 9.30 but got called of till 10.. so there goes some more hours... shit..

Well I had my last day of provera today...I hope that it works soon and she shows her face.. im ready to start the new drugs... im so excited about getting my job back as well... they just called and said.. we have money for you and can you come backon wednesday! i was like .. OMG!!! yessssssss that was awesome.. we had to replace our heater in the house.. it works good now but dang.. 2500 bucks...Im homeschooling michael now.. well really im preping him for the GED.. as soon as we sell this house we are back home!! I can wait.. michigan kills me...ughhh... well more to come!

Well i know now its like i post once a month... again no ovulation and i am being induced by provera and then i pray we get to move on to femara... I asked to not be on clomid and lets just hope he listens... so day one of Af means i get to start... Tom and I went to rainforest cafe and got some keychains with the names on them that we want to name the babies one for a boy and one for a girl... Colin and katy.... maybe they will be good luck...